No one's calling for me at the door.

and unpredictable won't bother anymore.

and silently gets harder to ignore.

look straight ahead, there's nothing left to see.

what's done is done, this life has got it's hold on me.

just let it go, what now can never be.

I finally got down to extracting my wisdom tooth.

The person administering (thanks mao! HAHA) my GA failed to put the needle in properly the first time, so i had two needle holders on my hand for a while. The GA was done through an injection and before i know it i was asleep. When i woke up, i blabbered so much to a jnr from hc for the first 3 mths as she was assisting there. Sigh, why do i talk so much.

Anw, it has been close to 4 hours and i still feel sleepy. The pain is starting to set in and the painkillers aint helping. My gum has not stopped bleeding, im tired of having to put the gauze in my mouth and i was tempted to suck my food from a straw again! Its not easy trying to eat with a gauze on the other side of your mouth and making sure the food wont get into the gauze.Sigh.

It might be the mediciation or me drifting in and out of sleep that is making me think more than i should. The thoughts of mine are flying in and out and i wish i cld catch them and throw them out. Somehow or rather, everytime i need that one thing, something would happen before and im left standing here to fend for myself. What doesnt kill me gets me stronger.